Important Distinction
If you're terrified by intrusive thoughts and desperately don't want to act on them, this is postpartum OCD—a highly treatable condition. If you believe the thoughts are real or want to act on them, seek emergency care immediately (this indicates psychosis, not OCD).
Postpartum OCD Treatment in Austin: Expert ERP Therapy for Intrusive Thoughts
You're not a danger to your baby—you're experiencing postpartum OCD. Learn how Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) therapy can help you break free from intrusive thoughts, compulsions, and the anxiety that's stealing your joy in motherhood.
What You'll Find in This Guide
Understanding
What is postpartum OCD?
Symptoms
Intrusive thoughts & compulsions
ERP Therapy
Gold-standard treatment
Recovery
Timeline & what to expect
What is Postpartum OCD (Perinatal OCD)?
Postpartum OCD (also called perinatal OCD or maternal OCD) is a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder that emerges during pregnancy or after childbirth. It affects approximately 3-5% of new mothers, though many cases go undiagnosed because mothers are too ashamed to share their thoughts.
The hallmark of postpartum OCD is experiencing unwanted, intrusive thoughts about harm coming to your baby—often involving you as the potential cause of that harm. These thoughts are ego-dystonic, meaning they go against your values and who you are as a person, which is why they cause such extreme distress.
Critical Truth:
The fact that these thoughts horrify you is proof that you would never act on them. Mothers with postpartum OCD have no higher risk of harming their babies than any other mother. The thoughts are symptoms of anxiety, not predictions or desires.
Common Intrusive Thoughts in Postpartum OCD
Intrusive thoughts in postpartum OCD often involve graphic, disturbing images or "what if" scenarios. These thoughts are unwanted and cause intense anxiety. Common themes include:
Accidental Harm
"What if I drop the baby down the stairs?" "What if I accidentally smother the baby while co-sleeping?" "What if the baby chokes while I'm feeding them?"
Intentional Harm
Intrusive images of hurting the baby (stabbing, shaking, drowning). These are particularly distressing because they feel "violent" but are completely unwanted thoughts, not desires.
Sexual Intrusive Thoughts
Unwanted sexual thoughts about the baby during diaper changes or bath time. These cause extreme shame but are anxiety symptoms, not actual desires.
Contamination Fears
"What if the baby gets sick from germs on my hands?" "What if I contaminated the bottle?" Fears about illness, chemicals, or toxins harming the baby.
SIDS Obsessions
Constant worry about baby dying from SIDS, leading to excessive checking on baby's breathing or inability to sleep.
"Losing Control" Fears
"What if I lose control and hurt the baby?" "What if I'm secretly a bad person?" Fears about your own mental state or capabilities.
These thoughts do NOT mean: You want to harm your baby, you will harm your baby, or you're a bad mother. They mean you're experiencing postpartum OCD—a treatable anxiety disorder.
Common Compulsions in Postpartum OCD
Compulsions are behaviors or mental rituals you perform to reduce anxiety from intrusive thoughts. While they provide temporary relief, they reinforce the OCD cycle:
Observable Compulsions
- ✓ Excessive checking (baby's breathing, locks, stove)
- ✓ Repeated hand washing or sanitizing
- ✓ Avoiding being alone with baby
- ✓ Removing "dangerous" items from the house
- ✓ Constantly asking partner for reassurance
- ✓ Googling symptoms or risks excessively
- ✓ Taking excessive safety precautions
Mental Compulsions
- ✓ Mental checking ("Did I lock the door?")
- ✓ Reviewing past events to ensure you didn't harm baby
- ✓ Replacing "bad" thoughts with "good" ones
- ✓ Counting or repeating phrases
- ✓ Mentally reassuring yourself repeatedly
- ✓ Analyzing whether you "really" had the thought
- ✓ Trying to suppress or push away thoughts
Compulsions maintain the OCD cycle by temporarily reducing anxiety, which reinforces the belief that the intrusive thought was actually dangerous. ERP therapy breaks this cycle.
ERP Therapy: The Gold Standard for Postpartum OCD
Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) is the most effective treatment for OCD, including postpartum OCD. It's a specialized form of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) with decades of research backing its effectiveness.
How ERP Works
Exposure (Face the Fear)
Gradually expose yourself to situations that trigger intrusive thoughts. This doesn't mean actually doing dangerous things—it means tolerating the anxiety of being near triggers without engaging in compulsions.
Example: Holding a knife while preparing food with baby nearby (safe distance) without performing mental reassurance rituals.
Response Prevention (Resist Compulsions)
Refrain from performing compulsions (checking, reassurance-seeking, mental rituals) when intrusive thoughts arise. This allows anxiety to naturally decrease over time.
Example: Not asking your partner "I would never hurt the baby, right?" after having an intrusive thought.
Habituation (Anxiety Decreases)
With repeated exposure without compulsions, your brain learns that the intrusive thought is not dangerous. Anxiety naturally decreases (habituation), and the thought loses its power.
Example: After 2-3 weeks of ERP practice, the intrusive thought might still occur but causes minimal anxiety.
Why ERP Works for Postpartum OCD
ERP teaches your brain that intrusive thoughts are just thoughts—not dangerous, not predictive, not reflections of who you are. By facing the anxiety without ritualizing, you break the OCD cycle and regain control over your life.
What ERP Therapy Looks Like at Bloom Psychology
Sessions 1-3: Assessment & Psychoeducation
We'll identify your specific intrusive thoughts, compulsions, and avoidance behaviors. You'll learn how OCD works, why intrusive thoughts occur, and how ERP will help. We'll normalize your experience—you're not alone, and you're not dangerous.
Sessions 4-6: Building Your Exposure Hierarchy
We'll create a "fear ladder" ranking your triggers from least to most anxiety-provoking (0-100 scale). We start with moderate challenges (30-40 anxiety level), not the scariest ones. Example: Looking at a knife might be 30/100; holding a knife near baby might be 60/100.
Sessions 7-12: Active ERP Practice
In session, we practice exposures together. You'll face triggers while I coach you through resisting compulsions. We measure anxiety before, during, and after to track habituation. You'll practice exposures at home between sessions (homework is essential for ERP success).
Sessions 13-16: Advanced Exposures & Relapse Prevention
We tackle higher-level exposures as earlier ones become easier. We work on accepting uncertainty ("I can never be 100% certain, and that's okay"). We build skills to handle intrusive thoughts if they return in the future.
Session frequency: Weekly sessions are most effective for ERP. Some mothers benefit from twice-weekly sessions initially for faster progress. Most mothers see significant improvement within 12-16 sessions.
Postpartum OCD vs Postpartum Depression: Key Differences
| Feature | Postpartum OCD | Postpartum Depression |
|---|---|---|
| Primary Symptom | Intrusive thoughts + compulsions | Persistent sadness + low mood |
| Emotional State | High anxiety, fear, hypervigilance | Sadness, hopelessness, guilt |
| Thoughts About Baby | Intrusive thoughts of harm (unwanted) | Difficulty bonding, feeling detached |
| Response to Thoughts | Terrified, engage in rituals to prevent harm | Guilt about not feeling happy or connected |
| Energy Level | Often normal or increased (from anxiety) | Low energy, fatigue, exhaustion |
| Treatment | ERP therapy (specialized OCD treatment) | CBT or IPT therapy + possible antidepressants |
| Can They Co-Occur? | Yes—approximately 50% of mothers with PPD also have OCD symptoms | |
Medication for Postpartum OCD
While ERP therapy is the primary treatment for postpartum OCD, medication can be helpful in certain situations:
SSRIs (Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors)
Medications like sertraline (Zoloft), fluoxetine (Prozac), and escitalopram (Lexapro) can reduce OCD symptoms. Many are breastfeeding-compatible. SSRIs take 4-6 weeks to show effect and are most effective when combined with ERP therapy.
When Medication is Recommended
- • Severe OCD symptoms preventing you from engaging in therapy
- • Co-occurring postpartum depression
- • Limited response to ERP therapy alone
- • History of OCD that previously responded well to medication
Therapy vs Medication vs Both
Research shows ERP therapy alone is highly effective for OCD. However, combining ERP with medication often leads to faster and more complete improvement. We'll help you weigh the options based on symptom severity, breastfeeding goals, and personal preferences.
Important: Bloom Psychology provides therapy, not medication management. We can coordinate with your OB/GYN, primary care doctor, or psychiatrist if medication is recommended.
Recovery Timeline: What to Expect
Relief from understanding: Learning your thoughts are OCD symptoms (not reality) provides immediate relief. You'll understand why intrusive thoughts happen and that you're not alone.
Starting ERP: Anxiety may temporarily increase as you begin exposures. This is normal and expected—it means the therapy is working.
Noticing improvement: You'll notice certain triggers cause less anxiety. Compulsions become easier to resist. You may still have intrusive thoughts, but they bother you less.
Significant progress: Most mothers experience 50-70% symptom reduction. You can handle most daily parenting tasks without excessive anxiety or rituals.
Relapse prevention: Focus shifts to maintaining gains and building skills to handle intrusive thoughts if they return during stressful times.
Full recovery: Most mothers achieve full recovery with occasional "check-in" sessions as needed. Skills learned in ERP last a lifetime.
Most mothers report that ERP therapy is life-changing. Many say they wish they'd started treatment sooner.
You're Not a Danger—You're Experiencing OCD
At Bloom Psychology, we specialize in ERP therapy for postpartum OCD. Dr. Jana Rundle has extensive training in OCD treatment and understands how terrifying intrusive thoughts can be. You don't have to suffer in silence or shame—help is available.
Frequently Asked Questions About Postpartum OCD Treatment
Will I have to actually DO the things I'm afraid of in ERP therapy?
No. ERP exposures are safe and controlled. You'll never be asked to do anything that actually puts you or your baby at risk. Exposures involve tolerating anxiety-provoking situations that are objectively safe (like holding a knife while preparing food) or imaginal exposures (writing out or visualizing the intrusive thought without ritualizing). Your therapist will never ask you to do anything dangerous.
What if talking about my intrusive thoughts makes them worse?
Many mothers fear this, but research shows the opposite is true. Keeping intrusive thoughts secret and trying to suppress them actually makes them more frequent and intense (called the "white bear" effect). Talking about them openly with a trained therapist removes their power. Most mothers feel immediate relief just from sharing and learning they're not alone.
Is it safe to do ERP therapy while caring for my baby?
Yes, absolutely. Mothers with postpartum OCD are not at increased risk of harming their babies—research consistently shows this. ERP therapy actually makes you a better, more present mother by reducing anxiety and compulsions that interfere with bonding and caregiving. Many mothers bring their babies to therapy sessions if needed.
Can postpartum OCD go away on its own without treatment?
While some symptoms may decrease as postpartum hormones stabilize, untreated OCD often persists or worsens over time. Without treatment, many mothers develop chronic OCD that extends beyond the postpartum period. ERP therapy leads to faster, more complete recovery and teaches skills that prevent future OCD episodes.
What if I have OCD about multiple things (not just baby-related)?
Many mothers find that postpartum triggers new OCD themes or worsens existing OCD. ERP therapy addresses all OCD symptoms, not just postpartum-specific ones. We'll work on a comprehensive treatment plan that targets your specific obsessions and compulsions, whether they're related to baby safety, contamination, health, or other themes.
Will my partner or family think I'm dangerous if I tell them about my intrusive thoughts?
This is a common fear, but education helps. We can provide resources for your partner/family to understand postpartum OCD and explain that intrusive thoughts are symptoms of anxiety, not intentions or desires. Many partners feel relieved to finally understand what you've been struggling with and become strong allies in your recovery. We can facilitate a family session if helpful.
Do I need to stop breastfeeding for OCD treatment?
No. ERP therapy has no impact on breastfeeding. If medication is recommended, many SSRIs are considered compatible with breastfeeding (though you should discuss risks/benefits with your prescriber). You can absolutely pursue OCD treatment while continuing to breastfeed if that's your choice.
Will CPS (Child Protective Services) get involved if I seek help for intrusive thoughts?
No. Intrusive thoughts are NOT the same as plans or intent to harm. Therapists are trained to distinguish between OCD symptoms and actual risk. Seeking help for postpartum OCD is not reportable and demonstrates responsible parenting. The only time reporting is required is if there's credible evidence of actual abuse or neglect occurring—intrusive thoughts alone do not meet this threshold.
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